I never know what I’m going to get with the lover. Even when we were together, he could surprise me. With my own pain. Stubbornness. Surrender. Each time we have played since then has built upon a once broken foundation. Continue reading The Painful Edge
Looking forward to Winter Wickedness this weekend. So, not much brain power to spare. Have a small thing I wrote this week: Floggers slamming. Whips cracking. Paddles smacking. Hands pounding. Voice screaming. Heart thrumming. Skin burning. Nerves shrieking. Body trembles. Continue reading Crumbling
I swear, a lotStingy things make me swear a lot more I’m very sarcasticSleep dep/exhaustion/late nights make me lose whatever filter I may haveI’m always tired If I say no, it may not mean neverLikely, I’ll be the one to Continue reading Playing With The Imp
I’ve picked back up on the Kushiel series by Jacqueline Carey. Kushiel’s Chosen this time. Dart was a Lot to process, so it’s been years between. This one is no different, and I’m barely into it. I’m not a Game Continue reading Kushiel’s Chosen
Practicing drawing hands and playing with brushes, and this came out.
Do you ever just want to crawl inside someone? Want an intimacy that is not just sexual, but more than…? Snuggled against their chest but you don’t feel close enough. Skin on skin and soul on soul. Intimacy that you Continue reading Inside
With all my health issues, and both our new jobs, we’ve been struggling to make kink connection. Not always, but often. We’ve worked on finding harnesses that work for me. And he gave me a splendid birthday spanking/paddling last month. Continue reading What a Wonderful Night
And sometimes, I need for him to take care of me, when I’m striving too hard to take care of him. As per the last post, I was stressing myself out massively over the events this weekend, and more. I Continue reading His Care
MP&C is getting back into the swing of things. We’ve had a few weeks of really good numbers <knock, knock> this month. Getting people in from WW, from FFF, from Meetup (change your password if you use this site), from Continue reading Back in the Swing