Inside
Do you ever just want to crawl inside someone? Want an intimacy that is not just sexual, but more than…? Snuggled against their chest but you don’t feel close enough. Skin on skin and soul on soul. Intimacy that you Continue reading Inside
Category Archives: S&M
TBT: Bliss
What a Wonderful Night
With all my health issues, and both our new jobs, we’ve been struggling to make kink connection. Not always, but often. We’ve worked on finding harnesses that work for me. And he gave me a splendid birthday spanking/paddling last month. Continue reading What a Wonderful Night
His Care
And sometimes, I need for him to take care of me, when I’m striving too hard to take care of him. As per the last post, I was stressing myself out massively over the events this weekend, and more. I Continue reading His Care
Back in the Swing
MP&C is getting back into the swing of things. We’ve had a few weeks of really good numbers <knock, knock> this month. Getting people in from WW, from FFF, from Meetup (change your password if you use this site), from Continue reading Back in the Swing
Rope, Beatings, and Service
I had a really nice time at WW last weekend. I got to hang out with many members of my chosen family, and one even offered me a bed, so I didn’t have to drive home in the middle of the Continue reading Rope, Beatings, and Service
Bedtime Thoughts
It’s bedtime, so of course, my brain has woken up. It started with – I haven’t written in a couple days because of Busy. Then it went to, it’s the end of the month. Then, what haven’t I written about Continue reading Bedtime Thoughts
“You Are Loved and Desired”
He does a very good job of making me feel loved. When he sent me the above message today, I nearly cried. But let’s be honest, I cry so very easily, especially in stressful times. He always makes me feel Continue reading “You Are Loved and Desired”
Not Just a Masochist
I’ve talked about my masochism many times before. About how it’s not just about pain, but “intense sensation.” Especially controlled, intentional, intense sensation. I’ve talked about my RA, and how that pain is unwelcome, unsexy, and uncontrolled. I’ve talked about Continue reading Not Just a Masochist
Struggle
Do you ever have those days, when you just want to fight? But you’re not a fighter, so it’s more like you want to struggle, need to struggle. As a rope bottom, and masochist, to me, this means I want Continue reading Struggle