It’s a love-hate relationship, really. I’m a thuddy gal. I want deep impact. I want to feel it through my entire body. I want hard pressure. Strong grips. Rope winding tight about me. Teeth sinking deep into my flesh. But Continue reading I Hate Stingy
A new kink con by first time organizers, and my first since the pandemic started. I didn’t post beforehand because it would have been all nerves and anticipation. There were a lot of people on the RSVP list, a lot Continue reading GFA Reflections
I’ve been in the local community for something like 16 years at this point, and I’m still not great at asking for what I want. We’re back to monthly education parties, though He and I aren’t running them anymore, thank Continue reading Play and Negotiations
Woke up early to clean and shop. A bundle of nerves, but no expectations. We’ll just hang out, have some food, and see where things go. He seems agreeable to some type of violence, and eager, even. As eager as Continue reading Old Words and A Violent Birthday
My birthday is coming up again this weekend. Last year, I made cupcakes and brownies to drop off on porches of some of my friends. This year, with vaccines and variants spreading unequally through the community, I’m having a very Continue reading A Second Pandemic Birthday
Practicing drawing hands and playing with brushes, and this came out.
With all my health issues, and both our new jobs, we’ve been struggling to make kink connection. Not always, but often. We’ve worked on finding harnesses that work for me. And he gave me a splendid birthday spanking/paddling last month. Continue reading What a Wonderful Night
And sometimes, I need for him to take care of me, when I’m striving too hard to take care of him. As per the last post, I was stressing myself out massively over the events this weekend, and more. I Continue reading His Care
He decided we should play on Saturday. I’d offered on Friday, but we were all much too busy with the crowd. He walked up to where I was sitting, and slapped me. I gasped and gazed up at him, and Continue reading Fun Times Don’t Have to be Big
I’ve seen a few amusing stories today, a few good memes, and the usual roundup of new, amusing products from ThinkGeek. I don’t know that I’ve ever really taken this day to heart. I’m not a practical joker, I’m just Continue reading April Fools Day