Things I Want to Say
I have things I want to say, things I want to post about. But I’m tired all the time, and I write them down, prompts for when I have more energy. But then, they don’t make as much sense, or Continue reading Things I Want to Say
Category Archives: Reflection
Imp of the Perverse
I don’t know if I’ve ever posted about my name. I’ve had this blog so long, it’s possible that I have, but something new brought it forward in my mind. I listened to Brimstone Angels by Erin Evans recently, and Continue reading Imp of the Perverse
Energy
I meant to post a thing about energy. Been meaning to since Wednesday night. I even meant to have a conversation about it this weekend. But I’ve just been so busy/exhausted. Irony, oh how I love you. So, let’s get Continue reading Energy
Surrounded by Wolves
The only wall decorations in my living room are pictures of wolves taken from calendars my mother-in-law used to get me every year. Two or three wolves in each picture, adults or pups. I didn’t want any lone wolf pictures Continue reading Surrounded by Wolves
Classes
Went to three classes this year. One about Accepting the Demon Within. Which turned out to be more about rewriting the stories of your upbringing. Turning the guilt and shame of our unconventional turn-ons into good things. Accepting that which Continue reading Classes
WW Pre-Post
Con starts tomorrow afternoon. We’ve got one solid plan, our usual post-con plan. But nothing specific for the con itself. There seem to be a lot of good presenters and classes, haven’t tried to figure out which I want to Continue reading WW Pre-Post
Unformed Thoughts
Had various ideas floating around my head this week, but they never crystallized and most of them have wandered off again. Wednesday nights are picking up again – we had a good crowd last night. Still not a lot of Continue reading Unformed Thoughts
For Just One Moment
“I Love You.” She looked into his eyes. “I’m sorry if I’ve been distant lately. Your pain is so hard to bear.” Eyes. Everything is in the eyes. The soul. The pain. The love. Dancing with joy. Aching with pain Continue reading For Just One Moment
Is Vacation Over Yet?
Not for me, I guess. I spent nearly a week with the new boy, because he ended up not having weekend plans. It was a very nice week of relaxing, exploring each other, talking about life and ourselves, and sharing Continue reading Is Vacation Over Yet?
Happy New Year!
It is time to reflect and move forward. Gratitude: I am grateful to my boyfriend, for his love and support. For challenging me to learn and grow. For the hugs and kisses, rope and floggings, snuggles and pokings. For all Continue reading Happy New Year!