Violent Urges
I’ve put myself in a weird headspace this week. As a masochistic bottom with rape fantasies, I have a lot of shame voices in my head. I have worked really hard to shut them up and lock them away. I Continue reading Violent Urges
Tag Archives: self image
Self-Image
I look at myself, and what do I see? Scar tissue, stretch marks, and scratches. A bent arm. A swollen wrist. Hair that just won’t act “professional.” Thighs that won’t fit into my old slacks and jeans. A small, but Continue reading Self-Image
Tell Your Children They Are Beautiful
Because you were frustrated with your diet and I was 15 pounds heavier than you wanted to be while you were another 50 beyond that And it was a bad day You told me I was fat and I believed Continue reading Tell Your Children They Are Beautiful
Emotional Blackmail
Finally move to my new webhosting company so I can post this week’s post. 🙂 I read Emotional Blackmail by Susan Forward this week, and while there is a lot to it, and a lot that does not apply to Continue reading Emotional Blackmail