This body, this thing. It is not who I am. I have hated it, fought it, loved it, ignored it, accepted it, objectified it, challenged it, pleased it, scolded it, pampered it, scratched it, coddled it, hid it, photographed it. Continue reading This Body, This Thing
I attended a class last night on service and ritual and, as good classes do, it got me thinking. I carelessly commented, after, that ‘we have no rituals.’ He quickly corrected me, handing me his bottle as he did, which Continue reading Service and Ritual
My Four Mistakes 1. I did not wear a skirt when I went over to his house last Tuesday. In fact, I wore jeans. Excuses, excuses, excuses. I did not wear a skirt, as I had agreed to do, and Continue reading Mistakes, Punishment & Service
Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks? So, I brushed over some stuff in yesterday’s post. But let’s try for more specific things today. I don’t remember how old I was anymore, somewhere in early grade school, Continue reading Day Four – Early Experiences