Remembering
He was the first one to put rope on my body. He was the first one to touch me with a violet wand. He was the first one to welcome us into his home. He made us part of his Continue reading Remembering
Category Archives: Reflection
Upworthy
I was ill for a couple weeks, and am going to be super busy this month, but I figured I should post Something in here… So… My favorite videos from Upworthy today:
Raw
Feeling like a raw exposed nerve too often these days. Where’s the protective sheath gone? Why can’t I deal with noisy people? Why do little things bring me to tears? I’m an emotional person, I get that(and as he mentioned, Continue reading Raw
Two Steps Forward, One Step Back
Seems like reality is always a step behind intention. I set my mind to something, and then I fuck it up once more, just for good measure, before I can really move forward again. It solidifies things, though, makes the Continue reading Two Steps Forward, One Step Back
Spring Renewal
So many thoughts in my head and things going on. The year of changes, I’ve been calling it. Another blogger and friend has been writing lately about being herself, reclaiming herself, and not hiding behind the masks any longer. This Continue reading Spring Renewal
Good Thoughts
I have a row of text files on the top of my laptop screen. One of them is called Remember. It is full of things I pulled out of a couple relationship articles a few months ago. I was reading Continue reading Good Thoughts
Choosing Happiness
I have always maintained that happiness is a choice. That is not to say that I always choose to be happy – as the song says, sometimes I just want to be mad for a while. Or sad. Or scared. Continue reading Choosing Happiness
Cynical Life Lessons
The other day, we were discussing terrible lessons we learned as young girls, and their affect on our adult relationship behavior. I started thinking about this, because we could not pinpoint a specific source for a particular lesson other than Continue reading Cynical Life Lessons
TL:DR – Self Humiliation Play
I wrote five pages in my moleskine journal last night. I won’t be retyping it here. TL:DR – 1)I don’t need a Dom to make me feel weak and useless, my body does that already. 2)I don’t need a Dom Continue reading TL:DR – Self Humiliation Play
December Already?
My brain is fully of ramblings, and none of it is very sexy. Just finished my semester homework on Thursday, and then watched Netflix all night Friday. Tonight is football with the polycule, but I figured I should post Something. Continue reading December Already?