Seems like reality is always a step behind intention. I set my mind to something, and then I fuck it up once more, just for good measure, before I can really move forward again. It solidifies things, though, makes the Continue reading Two Steps Forward, One Step Back
So many thoughts in my head and things going on. The year of changes, I’ve been calling it. Another blogger and friend has been writing lately about being herself, reclaiming herself, and not hiding behind the masks any longer. This Continue reading Spring Renewal
I have a row of text files on the top of my laptop screen. One of them is called Remember. It is full of things I pulled out of a couple relationship articles a few months ago. I was reading Continue reading Good Thoughts
I have always maintained that happiness is a choice. That is not to say that I always choose to be happy – as the song says, sometimes I just want to be mad for a while. Or sad. Or scared. Continue reading Choosing Happiness
The other day, we were discussing terrible lessons we learned as young girls, and their affect on our adult relationship behavior. I started thinking about this, because we could not pinpoint a specific source for a particular lesson other than Continue reading Cynical Life Lessons
I wrote five pages in my moleskine journal last night. I won’t be retyping it here. TL:DR – 1)I don’t need a Dom to make me feel weak and useless, my body does that already. 2)I don’t need a Dom Continue reading TL:DR – Self Humiliation Play
My brain is fully of ramblings, and none of it is very sexy. Just finished my semester homework on Thursday, and then watched Netflix all night Friday. Tonight is football with the polycule, but I figured I should post Something. Continue reading December Already?
Happy Thanksgiving, readers! I am having a week of feasting with family and friends. The usual dinner Monday night with the Poly-cule. Tuesday Thanksgiving dinner with the gaming family. Wednesday Thanksgiving dinner with him and his wife. Today with their Continue reading Thanks Giving
I hate being ill. It has felt like someone trying to dig my throat out through my ears all week. Does not do well for the creativity centers when the rest of the body just wants to sleep til it’s Continue reading Ill Ramblings
350 posts. No wonder I had to keep myself from writing my first grad school paper like a blog post. Eesh, that’s a lot of blogging, and this is only one of the three blogs (plus one currently dormant), that Continue reading Social Ramblings