Two weeks later, I’m definitely meeting my goals for exercise: 
He has rewarded me with five orgasms each weekend, one for each star. These two weeks have also gotten me to my candle goal, so that’s been ordered, as well. It is much more motivating to me to have someone else holding me accountable. I was in several women’s weight loss groups, but we just supported each other no matter what, with zero accountability. Even the program I was doing through work that had weekly meetings didn’t really have accountability built in.
We talk, in various circles, about filling your own cup before others. For some of us, especially in difficult times such as these, and in my case, being alone most of the time, Self isn’t terribly motivating. My cup is full when I feel like it, and if I don’t that’s okay. The world is burning, and my energy is better spent focused outward on those fires. But it is true that my health plays a part in what fires I can fight. So, I am extremely grateful to have Him willing to provide that motivation.
I have a week-long conference this week, all online, so it could be a challenge to get all my exercise in. I haven’t looked at the full schedule, yet. Just have to stay focused. The first of my birthday celebrations are next weekend, and I’m going to need to have my five days in before that. Especially if we get to play a bit on Friday. COVID might still ruin it all, but I’m holding out hope for at least small gatherings.
Fingers crossed and masks on.
