Violent Urges
I’ve put myself in a weird headspace this week. As a masochistic bottom with rape fantasies, I have a lot of shame voices in my head. I have worked really hard to shut them up and lock them away. I Continue reading Violent Urges
I’ve put myself in a weird headspace this week. As a masochistic bottom with rape fantasies, I have a lot of shame voices in my head. I have worked really hard to shut them up and lock them away. I Continue reading Violent Urges
In a few weeks, it will be the 11th Birthday of this blog. I just posted a late night ramble, and was looking at my Category counts as I viewed the published post: 30 Days of Kink (32) 31 Days of Continue reading Eleven Years, Almost
Stay At Home unless you need Food or Medical Care! Continue reading Poly in the Time of a Pandemic
I was a young girl, confused by her own arousal. Making up stories of being kidnapped, and not sure why. I was a college girl, innocent of boys. Until he taught me to kiss. And he taught me to bite. Continue reading Remembering Who I Am
Chronically Ill, Polyamorous, Kinky, GeekThese words do not define meBut they inform who I amAs a person, a friend, and a lover Two out of four are not shown To the general publicTo my familyThey only get half of who I Continue reading Identity
Looking forward to Winter Wickedness this weekend. So, not much brain power to spare. Have a small thing I wrote this week: Floggers slamming. Whips cracking. Paddles smacking. Hands pounding. Voice screaming. Heart thrumming. Skin burning. Nerves shrieking. Body trembles. Continue reading Crumbling
I hate public speaking. I turned down a job I was told I’d almost certainly get because it involved the word faculty. I ended up getting a job that still includes instruction, but only in one-offs, and only a few Continue reading Teaching
I saw two things this week that triggered my Imp brain. One was a meme quote, that claimed Ryan Elliot as source, but I can find no proof of that with Google. His lyrics are not easily findable this evening. Continue reading Shadow and Light
I’ve picked back up on the Kushiel series by Jacqueline Carey. Kushiel’s Chosen this time. Dart was a Lot to process, so it’s been years between. This one is no different, and I’m barely into it. I’m not a Game Continue reading Kushiel’s Chosen
I’ve come back to this blog, nearly dormant for the last few years, but I haven’t really hit into the writing. I’ve been having fun practice drawing. Focusing on specific moments, and remember the past. We’re nearing the end of Continue reading Holiday Reflections